Sunday, March 22, 2009

Nak sangat jumpa atok tapi aku tak berdaya~

Aku sakitkan hati org dan hati aku lagi..
Aku tak tau,kenapa aku teruk macam ni...
Aku sepi...
Aku tak diingati, jika tak ada hal penting...
Tak bolehkah hubungi aku untuk buat aku tersenyum,
walau hanya untuk bertanya khabar?
Kenapa hubungi aku, untuk anjakkan lekuk senyum menjadi muram?
Mungkin kerana itu aku resah,
Aku hilang rasa..
Aku mudah menyakitkan insan yang tak pernah jemu mencoretkan senyum di wajahnya untuk tatapan aku..
Aku sedih, ya.
Aku sedih..
Dianak tirikan oleh darah daging sendiri,
memang pedih..
Atau mungkin hanya aku yang terlalu kreatif untuk menghasilkan andaian itu?
Kini aku sangat rindukan atok,
kerana ketika dia masih ada,
aku pasti akan mendapatkan dia..
Jika perasaan aku ini mula hilang rasa..
Pada kamu,
kamu pasti tahu siapa kamu..
Aku mohon maaf,
Aku tak berniat menyakitkan mu..
Ampunkan lah aku.
Aku nak sangat temui atok..
tapi sungguh aku tak berdaya..
:(

8 comments:

  1. dedicated for my luv fens =)

    This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

    Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

    Put your hand way up high

    We will never say bye (no, no, no)

    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

    This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers

    Lift your head to the sky cause we will never say bye

    As a child there were them times

    I didnt get it but you kept me alive

    I didnt know why you didnt show up sometimes

    Its something more than saying I miss you

    But when we talked too

    All them grown full things

    Separation brings

    You never let me know it

    You never let it show because

    You loved me and obviously

    Theres so much more left to say

    If you were with me today face to face

    I never knew I could hurt like this

    And everyday life goes on like

    I wish I could talk to you for awhile

    I wish I could find a way try not to cry

    As time goes by

    And soon as you reach a better place

    Still Ill give the whole world to see your face

    And Im bragging right next to you

    It feels like you gone too soon

    The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

    Bye bye

    And you never got the chance to see how good Ive done

    And you never got to see me back at number one

    I wish that you were here to celebrate together

    I wish that we could spend the holidays together

    I remember when you used to tuck me in at night

    With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight

    I thought you were so strong

    That you can make it through whatever

    Its so hard to accept the fact youre gone forever

    I never knew I could hurt like this

    And everyday life goes on like

    I wish I could talk to you for awhile

    I wish I could find a way try not to cry

    As time goes by

    And soon as you reach a better place

    Still Ill give the world to see your face

    And Im bragging right next to you

    It feels like you gone too soon

    The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

    Bye bye

    This is for my peoples who just lost somebody

    Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady

    Put your hand way up high

    We will never say bye

    Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins

    This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather

    Lift your head to the sky cause we will never say bye

    I never knew I could hurt like this

    And everyday life goes on like

    I wish I could talk to you for awhile

    I wish I could find a way try not to cry

    As time goes by

    And soon as you reach a better place

    Still Ill give the world to see your face

    And Im bragging right next to you

    It feels like you gone too soon

    The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

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