Aku sakitkan hati org dan hati aku lagi..
Aku tak tau,kenapa aku teruk macam ni...
Aku sepi...
Aku tak diingati, jika tak ada hal penting...
Tak bolehkah hubungi aku untuk buat aku tersenyum,
walau hanya untuk bertanya khabar?
Kenapa hubungi aku, untuk anjakkan lekuk senyum menjadi muram?
Mungkin kerana itu aku resah,
Aku hilang rasa..
Aku mudah menyakitkan insan yang tak pernah jemu mencoretkan senyum di wajahnya untuk tatapan aku..
Aku sedih, ya.
Aku sedih..
Dianak tirikan oleh darah daging sendiri,
memang pedih..
Atau mungkin hanya aku yang terlalu kreatif untuk menghasilkan andaian itu?
Kini aku sangat rindukan atok,
kerana ketika dia masih ada,
aku pasti akan mendapatkan dia..
Jika perasaan aku ini mula hilang rasa..
Pada kamu,
kamu pasti tahu siapa kamu..
Aku mohon maaf,
Aku tak berniat menyakitkan mu..
Ampunkan lah aku.
Aku nak sangat temui atok..
tapi sungguh aku tak berdaya..
:(
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dear..
ReplyDeletesabar bnyk2..
sabar ye..
ReplyDeletebykkn berdoa~
thanks :)
ReplyDeletesabar n cheer up~
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ReplyDeletededicated for my luv fens =)
ReplyDeleteThis is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didnt get it but you kept me alive
I didnt know why you didnt show up sometimes
Its something more than saying I miss you
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
Theres so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still Ill give the whole world to see your face
And Im bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good Ive done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
Its so hard to accept the fact youre gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still Ill give the world to see your face
And Im bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky cause we will never say bye
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still Ill give the world to see your face
And Im bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
Thanks Eyena.. :)
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